It is said that:
The Ancient Devil presented Sophia (the soul) with a mirror and told her that by looking at it, she could see the future.
Sophia was enamoured by her own reflection. She travelled away from herself towards the reflection not knowing that she was travelling into a dead image (the past); and then she looked back at herself from her reflection's eye (form a non-existent eye);
In doing so, she lost her way back to The NOW and fell into his-story (The Devil's Story).
No Adam and Eve are not the physical mother and father of us all. Think of them as sperm and egg that sparked creation.
The mind of Adam was complete, and as it absorbed it's last external reference point (Eve) it realised that she was nothing more than the other voice in his own mind, and he became all and fell/tripped out!
He was fragmented to alleviate the paradox of trying to be finite and infinite in the same 'now' and in that he seeded the universe, with that universe being a variation/breakdown of all that conscious can manifest as.
So the story always plays out backwards. A return to what always just is, back to the Garden where Adam will be forced to bite the apple yet again and we all sleep forget and tell the same story (however differently) over and over 'de ja vous'. Time-emiT
Who are you?
You are characters just like Adam, and if you do not play your parts then the whole thing can't move/work. You are equally important at core level to anyone whomever or whatever he/she, because the story cannot run without you.
We all live and die even Adam.
We all experience joy and pain etc, regardless of the mathematics of our lives and who is richer than who or who is more powerful.
Even the length of a life is relative, they all 'seem' as long as each other.
The gods envy us. They envy us because we’re mortal, because any moment may be our last. Everything is more beautiful because we’re doomed. You will never be lovelier than you are now...
Everyone speaks of eternity and immortality and seem to wanna experience some paradise outside the space-time dimension.
Well, here's a glimpse of what such paradise could feel like:
You wanna stay conscious in paradise right? Otherwise, how would you know you're there.
So, you don't 'melt' in eternity per se, you 'short circuit', your mind gets caught up in ever decreasing cycles of thought, a losing battle between the ego and the truth.
Then when you have accepted defeat you still exist, and yet are nothing. Time seems to stop, in fact it moves really really slow, if there were no time then you would not be able to self re-cognise, be self aware because that relies on time, feed back.
You can't sleep and you can't stop spinning, actually it's a bit like when you first get really drunk. You want to be sick but you don't have a body and you want it to end but there is no next moment, no future so it can never end, and there dies hope, it's damnation, it's crucifixion, it just won't stop.
You spin because there is nothing other than you, no external reference points to stabilise or orientate you. You want to die, but yes there is no next moment, so nothing changes...
Hell! Eternal Hell. How long are you there, for ever, it is all, there is no other than it when you are there.
Eternal paradise? No thank you.
I choose the HERE & NOW
I choose to tame my EGO but never let go of it.
I choose to be mortal. I choose Death and Rebirth.
There is so much collateral beauty in death - a beauty that gives meaning to every moment lived.
The way that consciousness works tells you that you can’t logically begin or end anything. You can only dream yourself into presence...
We dream the world into presence in the here and now and then lose ourselves to the yesterday and tomorrow.
We believe we're advancing forward towards the far-out then and there, when there are no directions to be found anywhere.
Beginnings and ends give identity and meaning to the time that lies in the middle, yet such middle has no presence in the boundless space of consciousness.
Consciousness intrinsically creates time-space (the dream-like realm known as reality) only to re-cognise itself; for in the infinite there can be no self re-cognition (no feedback loop).
Where are you now?
You can't logically be in the middle of space unless you're not that finite entity that you think you are; because The Finite cannot logically fall inside The Infinite.
That's just math, there is no 'life' in numbers.
What has to be seen here is that consciousness creates a pulse via math, where everything will continually explode towards infinity and implodes back upon itself due to the paradox of the mind striving to become the very whole it fears losing itself to.
You are everything and nothing, inside and out. Dream on but do not forget that you're dreaming.
Adam fell and the world is his imaginary cushion...
When we fall we panic and cling. We feel we have to do things, that we have to control something, when in truth existence has no floor...
We struggle to 'come around' to stabilise. And the world is the prefect illusion for that, the re-boot program where we kick and fight as we attempt to redefine ourselves, through money and power we compete and compete.
If you can defy gravity, then you are really something; but you have to somehow fall and not fall (there's no fall-free defiance). It's really hard.... It's a stampede!
When you look at the left part of the painting first and then look to the right, is the left past to the right or are they both happening simultaneously?
The painting is indifferent to where you choose to look first and so is The Now; it's indifferent to your past or future takes of it.
The Now is like a view happening all at once. The future and the past are defined by where you (as a viewer) choose to look first and the association you make between what you see first and what you see next.
If you look at a box from afar, you see a box happening all at once.
If you zoom into the box, you start seeing the details one after another (i.e. the redness of the box followed by the squareness of the box etc..) Nothing connects the redness to the squareness if you can't see the box itself. Hence, the flow of meaning is disrupted. Consequently, the mind is forced to resort to an alternative logic to secure a meaningful connection.
If you see the redness before the squareness, then your mind registers the redness as past to the squareness. The mind arranges the two by their order of happening and devises a causal linkage between the former and the latter, almost as if the redness is what is causing the squareness.
This is but a glimpse of the absurd logic that rules our daily perception of reality and how we arrive at our opinions, views and convictions of life and the world around us.
Now, what if I tell you that The Now resembles a circle, a whole, a unity that cannot be divided in the first place in order that it be connected.
Think of how much freedom this premise entails.
According to this premise, there exist unlimited possibilities to how you can view Reality at any given moment.
Accordingly, you are free to detach The Now in every moment from any past or future impression of it. You are free to negate any causal logic that entangles The Now with anything that happened or is about to happen.
You are welcome to do all this without running into any logical absurdity.
In short, you are being offered a chance to reboot from any previous or upcoming view of reality in every flux of a conscious second. Yes, you have the freedom to redefine who you are in every moment without owing anything to any past or future image of yourself.
Are you cashing in on even 1% of such freedom?!
It all depends on how sharp and clear your vision is - how much meaning you're able to behold in one take of The NOW, how much you're able to be engaged in what's happening while detached from it, be inside the script as an actor and outside of it as a witness simultaneously, be able to hop the meaning while it rises, and drop just before it falls and before time-logic sneaks into the picture and color it differently .
A simple idea may take many lives to shine bright, and it may dawn upon you faster than the speed of light.
A single moment of awakening may make your whole life before and after feel like nothing but a tedious explanation of that moment.
The Past and The Future were originally the Devil's bait for the soul. When the soul fell from Eden, it fell from a state of Indivisible Unity (an eternal Now) into numerically divisible dream-like instances of it. Those instances are known as events (in reference to eve).
Again, it is like falling from the state of viewing a whole scene in one take, to the state of seeing its countless details, one after the other.
This is the core metaphysics of The Original Error that is symbolized in the Genesis account by Adam's fall from Eden.
When you sleep at a given thought and wake up to the same thought, do you feel any time passage?
Time passage is construed by a discontinuity between two instances of the same now. Time-awareness enters the scene only to fill in for the missing connection between the two instances. It does this to save your mind from dying along with the death of the meaning.
When the flow of meaning is lacking, you simply fail to connect two instances of the same now by any logic. Your mind establishes an alternative connection by registering those two separate instances as numbers falling within a numeric framework, and then it tries to associate what happens first with what happens next by establishing a causal connection between the two based on a pseudo numeric logic which entails that The First always causes or brings forth The Second.
In other words, time-awareness enters the scene out of a need to simulate a flow in meaning when naturally its lacking. Again, it does this through employing a pseudo-continuity built on the mere logic that one instance numerically falls next to the other within a time-measured continuum.
It then sings its own survival tune by claiming that The Former instance somehow caused The Latter for the mere fact that it happened before the latter. This is like saying redness caused squareness in a box for the mere fact that redness appeared in sight before squareness.
Once upon a time, time passage was described by a vibrant image full of meaning, like the image of sand moving smoothly through an hour-glass. In this image, time emulates a continuum, a flow.
Later on, time grew to resonate less and less the logic of a flow and instead an abrupt motion constituted by separate digital frames conjoined by nothing more than the hollow logic of counting 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 etc..
The Soul Eve was happy encircled by The Indivisible Now, alive inside the Eden of her eternal selfhood.
The Ancient Devil (Adam's Spiritual opponent) offered her a mirror. You can call this mirror The Mirror of the Ego. He then asked her to look outside herself (towards the mirror) to ponder the beauty of herself in the eyes of an imaginary Other.
In finality, there is no Otherness in existence. There is only ONE self disguised by many selves.
Thus, Eve's temptation has been built around a logical absurdity - a dream-like possibility of a world where there exists a plurality of selves - an audience of selves looking back at her.
She looked at the mirror and saw the reflection of the past behind her disguised as a Future before her. Her mind was split into two, The Viewer and The Viewed; her now was split into two, The Now Before and The Now After.
In trying to escape The Past which signaled the death of meaning, her vision migrated into The Future, seeking refuge inside the eyes of the non-existent Other looking back at her through the mirror.
The so-called Future promised her to become more than who she already is, yet in truth it was indirectly convincing her that she is now a lesser version of herself - a Fallen self; and that is how she fell from her story into History (His-story or The Devil's Story).
The future played the happy tune of her desires as she pondered over the endless possibilities that it promises, and the past played the sad tune of her regrets as she drowned in the hopelessness of altering the course of what has already fallen in place.
On her way back and forth from a malleable future she desires to mold to a rigid past she regrets to hold, she lost herself to a story forever untold.
I sensed her loss and cried and cried; her pain I felt so deep inside. I vowed to remember her on my way to forget. I vowed to dismiss her with no regret.
I hereby renounce the Devil's offering with all its glory, lest i drown in history and lose my story.
I swear not by the day of judgment nor by the indebted soul, no matter how great is the punishment or the promise for a reward.
I swear not by the language of insurance nor by the logic of debt, no matter how strong is the desire for tomorrow or deep is yesterday's regret.
I renounce the Future, be it great or insignificant.
I renounce any image of tomorrow.
I renounce any missing happiness or recollected sorrow.
I renounce The Other Me the Devil seeks to borrow.
I unpack the burden he places on my soul, and reject the time currency with which he claims control.
I trade not my now for any future, I trade not The Definite for The Indefinite, I give not what I know for what i don't.
I rest in piece, dead in the eyes of the devil I see in the mirror before me, alive inside the eyes of the God forever seeing through me.
you do not own your thoughts, you host them.
Thoughts are like frequencies picked up by a radio station.
When a thought comes to mind, it mysteriously presents itself as inborn.
However, in fact, any thought that comes to mind always has an external source or trigger - an external cause that you may not be consciously aware of.
It is like when you suddenly start singing a song only to discover that it was playing on your neighbor's TV at the same time you were singing it.
You may not be quite aware that your hearing could reach as far as the building across, but your subconscious mind picks up sounds and visuals from distances that are way beyond your conscious circle of reach.
The mind, being coded by The ONE (call this ONE God or Absolute Unity), has an inclination to frame images numerically by way of simulating infinite unity through a finite one.
Call this mind tendency self-reflection (the mind mirroring The Creator in him). Accordingly, the mind acts like a creator that is capable of providing any image a form of presence by framing it as one.
A framed image in mind is referred to as a thought. However, the mind in fact is only hosting this image within a numeric frame and not creating it.
The Mind is not meant to exhaust its infinite state-of-unity to those finite numeric entities (thoughts). Thus, the mind is granted the power to negate thoughts (drop those frames and release the images trapped inside them causing them to melt back into the black hole of unconsciousness or infinity). The mind does so by way of denying those images' similarity to the original unity that constitutes its default boundless nature.
This act of negation can be thought of as a form of worship so to speak, because its underlying logic entails an affirmation to the existence of no unity comparable to God's Unity.
Accordingly, negative thoughts acquire their negativity not by virtue of any particular content inside the frame, but rather due to the nature of the frame itself which attempts to claim a fake unity and presence on the expense of the authentic unity.
Even more, there is no negative content per say, there's only a 'no' attached to a meaningful image in mind. In other words, when you're afraid of unhappiness, you're actually only imagining happiness being negated and that's how the mind conceptualizes unhappiness.
Thoughts make you believe you're responsible for their blasphemous weight of presence, and that you have no choice over accepting or renouncing such responsibility.
From here, its important to understand that you are not the creator of those thoughts (however negative they are), you're only the host; and the host has the right to kick the visitor out if the visitor threatens his sovereignty and well being.
YOU ARE NOT THE CREATOR OF YOUR THOUGHTS?!
As much as this fact may break your ego, it mends your soul. You are not responsible for your negative thoughts. You are only responsible for any negative thought to the extent that you think you are; and renouncing responsibility is as simple as dropping the thought.
Negative thoughts feed upon the host's presence and energy. They are nourished and solidified through his physical expressions and actions in space and time, stirring turbulence, breaking a harmony or a rhythm; and the whole process becomes like a vicious circle. More turbulent expressions and actions, trigger more negative thoughts.
Its thus important to understand that you have a Choice over a given thought's presence in your reality. You can either renounce responsibility for that thought and turn your eyes away from it - preventing it from materializing in your world, or keep looking at it and looking, sustaining it with power and energy, allowing it to sneak its way into your expressions and actions - setting the stage ready for further negativity to take over your world.
The global currency has shifted from the tangible to the semi-tangible to the intangible (digital) as it progresses towards the unthinkable.
In short, time will become The Currency of the world-to-come.
Remember, it was Time what Dhumanos asked for in the beginning (The Genesis). He asked for time to prove his vision, and time is what he was granted; that is why every currency he created originated for one and only one purpose: Buying time.
Every tune he composed, every script he coded, every event he staged was and has always been a Time Warner...
The challenge of the new world is knowing that nothing is physically real without loosing your mind...
After all, the physical world is the shadow of the mental. It is bound to translate the mental more and more accurately. This is evident in the way technology has been shifting more and more into the wireless and the robotic...
The mind destroys what it creates momentarily out of fear of loosing itself to its creation...
The moment the mind isolates awareness of anything, that thing is automatically and immediately rendered history.
History is the mind's dumpster (its recycle bin).
The mind is divinely coded to operate by the method of isolation and negation. It isolates awareness to a given thing driven by its original knowledge and yearning for the ONE (call it God, Unity or Whatever), and then it negates such awareness (rendering it past) to preserve that original ONENESS above and beyond comparison or simulation -- immune to history.
Accordingly, the mind creates and destroys worlds and realities momentarily by isolating and negating (a process that is to the mind like breathing i.e. exhaling and inhaling)... You literally die and get reborn each moment. Each moment cells in your body are being annihilated and others generated in translation of the mind's code and its machination.
To the mind, the process is a 'survival' code.
Let it be known unto you that the mind's creation/destruction mode-of-operandi is directly responsible for your awareness to time passage (i.e. the past vs. future polarity) -- an awareness that literally runs our lives and how we perceive ourselves, the world and reality at large...
Dhumanos visited Destiny in her dreams and offered her the gift of a mirror. Destiny was a young girl of exceptional beauty, but there was no one (no otherness) in the room to behold and acknowledge such beauty... She looked at herself in the mirror and thought she was seeing the future, which automatically rendered her past to what she was seeing; and that is how she fell for History, his-story...
The most important currency in time is time itself; and time cannot be saved or spent, hurried or slowed. Its frozen inside itself... It is like when you jump up and down to prove to yourself you're real (that the moment is real) only to realize this is what has always been meant to happen at now and here.
Space and Time originated as a projection of Eve's dimension (SOUL) which is characterized by Hope (the belief that darkness can be lit and the unchangeable changed) and Love (the willingness to descend from the light into the dark realms in translation of such belief)....
For this simple reason Goodness and Hope somehow always prevail in this world that seems so Evil and hopeless... Space and time simply cannot conspire against the meaning that they translate: possibility; and possibility is what keeps the mightiest of beasts under check. They may use its dimension to resist change and deny hope, but what is possibility but hope in disguise...
"Let us gather an assembly together. Let us visit that creation of his. Let us send someone forth in it... the regions below. And I said these things to the whole multitude of the multitudinous assembly of the rejoicing Majesty. The whole house of the Father of Truth rejoiced that I am the one who is from them.... They charged me since I was willing. I came forth to reveal the glory to my kindred and my fellow spirits." (The Second Treatise of the Great Seth)
Space and Time are thus a translation of the meaning of possibility; they are activated by Eve's need to be who she already is and not her desire to become who she isn't.
Hence, the eyes should not be captured by the momentum of their own motion or distracted by the shadow of a world in sight from the finality of the basic laws that this world exist to translate.
After all, a mirror is deceiving cause it makes you forget its a mirror... You may look through the mirror to see what's possible and be taken by what you see; and you may look at it to check and see how reflective it is of the meaning of possibility itself.
Space and Time are characterized by a dream-like absurdity (i.e. the Possibility of the Impossible becoming Possible -- the possibility of being so absent in the wake of your overwhelming presence -- the possibility of being so outside yourself in the wake of being so inside of it.
The absurdity factor is designed to alert the dreamer to the fact that the reality inside the dream is unreal.
Otherwise, how can anything fall within space? How can that which is boundless by default mode be binding in any way or at any level? How can that which knows no beginning and no end, entertain finite entities that possess boundaries within. The very fabric of what we call 'reality' is so utterly unreal; and that is a truth meant to save us but ironically we seem to have lost our side of the deal...
In simple, The Past and The Future represent the most ancient conspiracy constructed against Eve (Sophia or The Soul) by way of forcing her outside herself, pushing the dreamer in her to be lost to the dream itself i.e. preventing awakening.
They are the ancient net and knife constructed to assassinate Adam's soul (Eve) by getting her entangled and imprisoned inside Events (Eve-Ends).
Events are translations of eve's motions (e-motions) and motion is ruled by the logic of causality which caters to the grand illusion of The Before and The After.
Every script operates by a code.
The code (one could say) is the meaning that the script originates to translate.
Meaning is a circle.
Its non-directional. It does not have a beginning or an end.
Its like the sun timeless and omnipresent...
Its just what it is - always inside itself...
So, what really determines a script's beginning and its ending?!
What accounts for its directional logic (its historicity)?!
Does the ending control the beginning or is it the other way around?!
If the ending controls the beginning then the ending must have already happened, and if the beginning controls the ending then the ending might as well never happen.
The world is obsessed by 'Its Ending'... So much so that its totally absent from the Code of Genesis - The Eden of Existence...
The world is consumed by the Addition Method and thus influenced to knitting a causal matrix of logic connecting events to cater to its endless hunger for meaning (for an end result or event that would justify all this counting).
They call it making history. But what is history really, and put all together does it ever make any sense?
1+1+1+1+1+1 always promises something rewarding in the end... Oh the excitement, the thrill of that long-anticipated '=' sign...
But what is an added 1 to the meaning of 1 itself?!! Where is the real connection?!
Events do not connect in reality, we make the connection in our minds. We add them up out of a deep hunger for meaning and glue them together by a sequential causal logic.
Consider the amount of freedom offered in this simple premise. Consider you're totally free from what just happened and equally free from what is just about to happen...
Consider you are free from your religion at birth, you're free from your nationality at birth, you're free from everything you've thought defines you right up till this very moment...
Consider you are free to simply 'be' outside the struggle of 'becoming'...
I'd like to call this Freedom the Achilles Code. You know Achilles (the Greek warrior who used to switch sides on the same battle chasing after the meaning itself as opposed to the sides of its dead container)...
BUT NO! Why does such freedom (you're God given right) seem so atheistic and evil, yet the identities constructed by the devil himself seem so divine and justified?!
One of the hardest truths for the world to confront is that there is no real point to history; There is no prize or medal at the end of the race - there is no special reward to any historical identity, in fact there is no end to race for. Point Blank!
We do not advance towards an end point anymore than the steps of a runner could ever advance towards the meaning of running itself.
I hate to break the mystery, but running is all about the steps while they advance and nothing about the direction they seem to advance towards.
Enjoy the run, forget the endless race...
Enjoy the sun, forget the endless space...