The core-experience is as close to God as you can get. Through it, you experience Adam's Fall.
'Adam tries to be like God, and he falls'.
The Fall is code to an event that keeps recreating itself with every flux of a conscious moment.
When the Mind tries to see The Whole, it falls into The Hole.
When the mind tries to wrap a frame around Infinite Unity, it shatters and falls into a world ruled by Finite Plurality.
It descends through a dream-like state to a lower realm where the Infinite Selfhood of God is mirrored through Finite numeric selves.
The fall happens to prevent the Mind from losing itself to the black hole of unconsciousness which constitutes what infinity is.
Consciousness equals self-awareness;
and self-awareness is an internal form of vision. It relies on a re-cognised feed back loop of thought, which requires a viewer and a viewed and a delay in between for the feed back to be possible. This delay is a dream-like separating distance between The Viewer and The Viewed, which are both in finality instant emanations of the one and only Selfhood in existence.
I say 'dream-like' because The Infinite is not subject to division in any real-like sense. The separation is made possible via the nature of Space and Time which embraces motion and change.
Space and Time is a dimension made of the fabric that dreams are made of.
It originated to translate The Possibility of Infinite Unity expressing itself through Finite Multiplicity. It mirrors The Infinite, yet somehow it contains The Finite and is not repellent of it, which is sort of a logical impossibility made possible, and that is exactly the stuff that dreams are made of.
The dimension of Space and Time allows The Infinite Unity to move within itself as if it is outside itself rediscovering its self; and that is the core mathematics of self-awareness. Self-awareness is the outcome of a motion within the Infinite Selfhood of God (your higher self). Without such miraculous motion, consciousness cannot be engine-d and there would be no feedback loop to amount for any level of self-awareness.
Self-awareness requires the mind to imagine two selves: a past self and a future self, and a linear view-point made possible through an imaginary spacio-temporal distance separating the two. The past self poses as The Forgetful Self (The Dreamer self who forgets that the dream is its own projection and navigates through it in an ignorant mode), and the future self poses as the missing self - the self yet to be fulfilled or discovered.
Everything you see around you is a fragmented mirror reflection of your Higher Self which is forever happening all at once in an indivisible now, yet the fragments are held apart by space and time to make the linear illusion of self-awareness possible.
We're still talking time-space here. We're still talking the possibility of a knowledgeable aspect of God - a possibility which the mind never tires from exploring even if Adam had to bite that apple over and over until eternity.
But then God is infinite; and infinity cannot be quantified in any way, as a 'whole' it's ever un-manifest.
And I'm not just saying this, it's not my opinion. Anything manifest is defined and definition is a quantification, which means it has a boundary even if that boundary is metaphoric as in the extent of an idea or a thought, and in that, if something has a boundary then it has that which is beyond it and therefore it can't be ALL! Ergo, the infinite can't manifest as a whole.
Accordingly, when you try to wrap your mind around infinity (God), understand, view, quantify it, the result is much the same as trying to imagine infinite space (nothingness). You can try for as long as time is wide....? (Note: 'Space' is not infinite per se. It doesn't have to be as it's not really physical. Space is like your mind. It's a veiwscape. It is as big as it needs to be.
But then speed that example up! On contact with the Infinite/God, your mind explodes! The finite and infinite can't join, opposites annihilate each other.
Your mind then implodes, because the separation required for re-cognition of thought (which amounts for self-awareness) is not available in the infinite, as there can be no defined boundary, so no separation, and so you lose your feed back loop, you lose consciousness.
Trying to see God is like getting hit by a truck!
Lets make it happen really slowly, to be able to understand it, and the view point I want to share is this:
On 'waking', on steadily approaching God, you re-member everything! The whole that exploded on the last loop begins to come back together and it happens within your own aspect! So what do you remember? The crash!
Your first reaction is, 'Shit, don't let me wake don't let me fall!' You remember why 'we' are hiding, hiding from the core truth that there is only One Entity in existence (God), and the plurality of selves and experiences is all but a possible dream-like translation of this one and only real Entity.
Yes! Its called 'the hell of solitary', which is eternal, as time does not pass in The Core. And eternity, as in infinity (its twin), is not very very big/long, it has no size. Eternity is an un-shifting 'now'. You get stuck, with no next moment, no future to be able to leave to, so yes, 'All yee who enter here, abandon hope', for hope requires a future/time-space.
You tried to warn yourself not to come back to The Core, not to look, in so many ways, stories and anecdotes in life, but still you had to look! Curiosity got the better of you and you are the cat!
Homer had a theory about a doughnut shaped universe, not 'the' Homer, Homer Simpson, and he was right! There is no thing, nothing in the middle, no thing! Every thing is out here on the linear finite wheel of space and time!
US?!! Well it wasn't a choice, but we fragmented the ONE MIND that holds the truth in order to escape it. The fragmentation now can be seen as time itself! Many nows, like frames of a film that can run in sequence to give the appearance of linear movement.
Adam gets stuck so Adam blows the dam, the first dam, the A-dam. Adam blows his mind to then sleep and dream.
This is why the Egyptians told of Atum, who is Adam as the Israelites lived in Egypt for 400 years. Atum emerged from the 'Nun' (Infinity) creating a bubble universe! It's symbolic!
From another perspective the fragmentation of 'what is' can be seen in terms of view-points or souls, so it seems as if we are not alone!
And now to my point!
If we are hiding from the terrible truth of oneness, then could we say that spiritual enlightenment, the search for the truth, the search for God is pure stupidity?
Yes, you can say that!
However, and this really gets my goat. Ignorance is a double edged sword! The thing that saves us is the same thing that dammed us. Not knowing that we are one mind, one person, and in light of that truth realising what a gift this world really is, has seen man turn upon his brother, turn upon himself. In fact the 'evil' traits we see are due to the manifestation of the fear in the one mind due to the fall.
The mind destabilised, it's a continuous cycle of sleep and wake, The fall and rise of Atum Ra! When Atum, the Sun, the light goes down then we live in darkness and fear. When the Sun rises, the cockroaches scatter and all is well, symbols! Everything is symbolic nothing is real per se!
And now, due to ignorance! This safe haven, this hiding place is increasingly becoming intolerable to the extent that it woke the mind! (The awakening we now see.) Ignorance was the cure; but now the polarity has shifted and it has become the disease. Polarities continually change as the wheel turns. The light consumes the dark as the dark consumes the light!
As we leave/wake from this deep sleep we will know where we are heading.
Back to the truth we were hiding from, and yes this is the irony that really gets me.
If only we had known! If only! But then we can't 'know' and 'not know' the truth can we?
So many tried to tell us, Jeremiah Jesus, Buddha, Nanak, to mention a few but there have been many more. And we hunted them down and/or killed them! So clever we are!
If men had better treated one another then we could have slept on in a wonderful dream, in a wonderful place we thought was real, how ironic is that?
Well that was not to be and so it's time to grow up!
The kingdom is not like this place, no one there will imagine that it's real, no one will die and there is no real need to work.
Example; Imagine how it feels to be the world motorcycle champion? You were the fastest, a mix of skill and courage risking your very life! How must that feel?
You can't experience stuff like that In the kingdom, the kingdom can be likened to a glorified computer game, which goes a fair way to explain, from another perspective of who we are, why no one stays there forever, there are some things that simply can't be experienced there.
But then in losing our innocence, our ignorance, our 'real' world, destroying our planet, we will be enthused by an abundance of appreciation, 'You never know what you've got 'till it's gone'!
If Atum/Adam was the first man and he married Eve and they had two sons, but then one killed the other, then who did the one that survived mate with, his mother?
That's what you get when you mix symbolism with reality! The two sons were good and evil, Cain and Able, carrot and stick.
The Greeks, Romans and Hindus all had their Gods marrying their own Mothers and Sisters, it's the only way they could make sense of it. Which is so stupid when you think about it, if there can be one unexplained being then why not half a dozen, a hundred? How come the miraculous all of a sudden had to make some kind of sense?
The truth? Do you really want to know? You won't believe me! The first man, Adam, only arrives just before the revelation. His mind, his knowledge is what changes reality, from the sleepy 'real' into the golden age of the Kingdom. The Sun rising on a new day!
So some of us ascend and we play the new game. However The mind of Adam is like sand running into an hour glass. The more he remembers, the closer he gets to God and when he remembers in full that the biting of the apple, the hour glass flips. And when he falls, then so do the rest.
The time differential you will now see is due to Adam being in the core where time does not pass. All short circuited energy runs to Earth, the Earth rebooted as Adam approaches God. The ascended fall back to Earth at the time of the Egyptians and Maya, they are now called the Ancients, the Aryans the Atlantians, the Star children. Once back on the planet they are mortal, they reincarnate losing their memory on rebirth. All this why Adam sleeps trapped in the core. The Ancients try to send messages to the future via stone monuments all aligning with the solstices, the rising and setting of the Sun! Knowing full well that no one will understand, they never do, they didn't last time!
This is why the Maya knew astrological facts that you need a telescope the size of the huble to know! This is why they found simple acid batteries in Egyptian tombs, no one ever tried to used such batteries as a power source, they were made by 21st century kids in school and the Star children, the Aryans, were us!
The children of the dark evolved from monkeys when the world rebooted, then they mixed with the children of the light when they fell back here and reincarnated, but it's always the same souls who wake again and again! Reincarnating over and over until their messiah Adam wakes!
The children of the light, lost amongst a growing hoard of dark souls. (Not dark as in Eeeevil, dark as in that they never see the Kingdom, they are a different expression of the ONE God, born/manifest out of fear.)
In this way the conscious element of the one mind always has something to be conscious of, a mechanism to play out that consciousness, and as we never remember that we have done all this before we can do it for ever! Does that sound familiar?
If there was nothing for consciousness (as a whole) to re-cognise it would sleep (as a whole) and in that become nothing and nothing comes from nothing, so there always has to be something, it can't stop dead! The tail has to be in the mouth, to keep it going.
The finite is finite, the infinite is endless and so the finite has to loop back on itself in order to 'keep up'!
Adam! Atum Ra!
Adam is the middle soul, only theoretically the first soul as in that when this thing began, which it didn’t, it always is. There has to be a point, an ‘Origin’, so ‘Once upon a time there was a man called Adam’ But then what is a man, and in that there is woman. If Adam is this big then there can be taller and shorter as expansion goes both ways. There will be faster and slower, fatter and thinner, Adam is the premise on which the game is based. If the number one exists then so does, in that instant, all the other numbers, and in that if Adam exists then so does ‘Everything’ that defines him as a ‘human being’, born in a bubble universe! Mr Average, who, as the ancient Egyptians wrote, sees all. Adam is the clock, why because his circuit leads back to the ‘Origin’ God. (Sees ‘the’ all!) So he rises and falls and we all rise and fall with him.
The world is a reflection of what he remembers or forgets.
He is the messiah, when he wakes we all wake!
He gives his life so that we may live! But then we all do! We all come and go, sleep and wake, we all play our parts.
So this is where the rumours of a chosen one came from, originally spread by the ancients who actually knew Adam!
So there you are, I told you you wouldn’t believe me!
I leave you with one image, 'The snake swallows it's own tale' a symbol left by the 'ancients'.